Hallelujah

Looks like I may have found a way to have my piano
music linked right here on my blog after all.

http://www.hipcast.com

For about ten bucks a month I can upload
my classical piano improvs and other
music that I have written. then anyone
that wants to hear them can click my
audio link and like magic you can hear
me play beautiful originally scored
by me piano music.
I will work on this when I get back
from Mexico in a few days.

New Month

Today is October 1st.

I will be going down south to Mexico
tomorrow to see my Mom and Dad
and my Dog Diablo who I left there
a few months ago when I moved back
to San Diego. He is a good dog but
there are no dogs aloud here in my
new apartment.

I may have found a site to post
my piano music on, but we will
see in the future how it works out.
You would think that there would
be an easier way to let people here
my music but I still think that
posting my music on the net
(my blog) will eventually work.
May we all have a good October
and a happy Halloween.



I have posted some pictures here
of my music studio at different
times in the past 10 years.

The Alchemists Journal

This is a page that was to accompany the
Sonnets From The Wizard's Apprentice.
1 of 4 remaining pages that can be found at my
Writing And Poetry Archive
Clicking it will expand it.

The Mayan god Pacal Votan.
From The Wizard's Apprentice

Sonnets From The Wizard's Apprentice

A Must Read For All 2012 Enthusiasts

Sonnets From The Wizard's Apprentice

A comment on my blog, by author Chris Fenwick

The 100th Human

has led me to post my very pertinent Sonnets here now.

The comment was neither good nor bad, but just got me thinking.

Sonnets From The Wizard's Apprentice

Click HERE to read them.

Incomprehensible

1957 Kenji Nagai 2007

Wounded Japanese photographer Kenji Nagai
lay in the street trying to take footage of
fleeing protesters yesterday after he was shot
by soldiers in the Myanmar capital.
Kenji died later that day.



To visit CYBERHEAVEN click on it
to see the recently departed.

Doctors Got Me Hooked On Morphine

After a four day incident with morphine withdrawals
I am scared to death to try and get off morphine.
Jesus, if you only knew what it felt like
and some of you out there reading this do.
I would rather be taken to a Big sea food restaurant
in New York and be boiled alive in oil or water
than go through that withdrawal feeling ever again.

I had to go thru hell to get my little morphine pills
but now I have a bottle full of them.
And a whole lot to think about and to research
about to got off of them. Like I didn't have
enough to do before with my hip all screwed up.
Now I got to get off morphine which
the doctors put me on.

Not that I hate doctors, my wife has a doctor for
an uncle. Or is it the other way around ? what ?
Anyway......

Sonnets Of Sorrow And Joy

Two Excerpts From The Sonnets Of Sorrow And Joy

These sonnets have an ABABCDCDEFEF-GG
rhyme scheme and were written in 2002.

#11

Cruel winter has set into all my joy
Leaving my soul as cold as blizzard snow
Large hail stones raining down on me destroy
The faith in you O Lord I once did know
My hands once used for praying now are numb
My feet now frost bitten no more can walk
My body soaks as all the waters come
The storm is loud I can not pray nor talk
The wind from every side whips me around
I can not find the path that leads to you
I try to walk I stumble hit the ground
I'm blinded by the storm I have no view

But then my name I hear you calling out
And crawl toward your voice from coldest doubt

#12

When sorrowfully suffering I go
Toward the bitter winter of my doubt
Behind me faith before me only woe
Although I try I can not turn about
Ahead the clouds are dark the thunder's roar
I can not see the road there are no skies
Behind me is the road to heaven's door
But without light can't see it with my eyes
So then I stagger in the rising storm
I rise and fall beaten by heavy wind
I try to spot a place that's dry and warm
But no such place for me am I to find

Til looking back I see you beckon me
And follow you to heaven faithfully


To read the complete sonnets
of sorrow and joy go to my
writing and poetry archive HERE

Withdrawal 101

I ran out of my morphine pills the other day and experienced for the first time what serious withdrawals are. Now the big ? is HOW DO I GET OFF MORPHINE ??? Yesterday I had to call an ambulance and when the paramedics got here my blood pressure was 180 over 135 The doctor said that I could have died from a stroke.

Jesus, all of this might kill me yet
Details at eleven.



This Sunrise photo is over Ensenada Mexico
which I took when I was down there
a few months ago.
If you click on the photo itself, it
will expand